What Is Something I Have Always Wanted To Do, But Was Too Scared?

Today is day 22 of 30 questions for self discovery; the question for today was 'what is something I have always wanted to do, but was too scared'


I'm not sure; I don't think there is anything I've wanted to do, but haven't because I was too scared.  I have done many things have scared the shit out of me; I talked to my husband about this while writing the entry in my journal, and both of us have the same view of life: it's too short to allow yourself to be held back by fear.

Some things I have done:

  • Flown; many times. I have a bad case of the travel bug, if I didn't fly, I wouldn't be able to see much of the world. 
  • Started this blog and Instagram account; putting myself out there like this (being vulnerable and sharing my spirituality) was a little daunting. I didn't follow anyone I knew for the longest time because I was scared of being judged 
  • Started my Youtube Channel (I talked about endometriosis on my channel, that scared me shitless). 
  • Moved to a different city. 
  • Had surgery. Not going to lie, surgery scares me shitless every single time, but I do it because it needs to be done.  
  • Gone to events where I didn't know anyone beforehand. 

i feel the reason I have this view is due to my anxiety;  I know that if I don't do the things I want  I would never do anything or get anywhere (literally; flying scares me and I live on an island, and have a serious case of wanderlust).